First of all HAPPY FAT Tuesday! The beginning of Lent tomorrow.
I went to the doctor today and he said that he’s not worried about cancer..THANK GOD and that he wants to see me in about three weeks for a follow-up. I asked for the three weeks, so that I can totally focus on my diet, etc.
Speaking of diet, I indulged in the FAT Tuesday. I have been indulding in fatness for about the past six weeks and I am fat right now. Annoyingly so. I haven’t even been in this mental space before..where I am constantly saying ‘tomorrow is the day when I give it all up’. I hate the idea of giving it all up..but I need and WANT to prove my doctor that I can heal myself through diet. I also need to lose weight.
So that is that. What’s my Lenten promise?
1. On the special diet the whole time
2. Train everyday of the marathon training
I don’t want to do anymore of that. I think that spending 40 days worried about my WW diet would do my head in. I will be fine.
Off to Ash Wednesday tomorrow morning after an early morning run. Day 1 of my marathon training. 🙂