I sometimes I know that I can drag myself into a black hole of self-reflective misery on this blog.
Arguably stress and lack of sleep contributes to it.
But I am beginning to cherish people.
To look at food not as my enemy.
To look at food as something to be enjoyed on a level beyond stuffing myself.
I have been thinking a lot about my blog recently.
What do I want to show you?
How do I want to give you parts of my life?
What parts of my life do I show you?
Is there anything more or less that I can give and still be myself?
I don’t know the answers to those questions directly.
However, I do know that for those of you how have followed me throughout the past year-ish..I almost want to apologise (?) for the dark moments..and yet I don’t.
I just want to say THANK YOU for weathering the storms with me.
Mary said to me on twitter today “I really hope you are happy” and it got me thinking…
…I AM HAPPY.