I think it’s everything piling up.
Being frustrated with my career
Really wanting to have babies
A one week intentional trek home to Oregon
The thought of LAX
Frustrations with food
Working double shifts
….I’m just exhausted
….flat out fall apart weekly exhausted
And maybe it’s just that. My inability to stop, say no, relax has resulted in burn out. It’s happened once before … Seven years ago. I quit my job and then moved to Australia.
It isn’t about anything other, really, than learning and accepting and trying and PUTTING myself first.